Ever have those days where you just can't sort out your thoughts?
Well, I'm having one of those horrible days today.
I'm rotating onto graveyard shift tonight and I should be asleep.
I'm not and doubt I will.
My head has a billion things running through it.
So my plan is to write them down.
Maybe then, my body will let my eyes stay shut.
Things I'm feeling today.
-Stressed over a few issues at work
-Fat, bloated and generally unattractive
-Overwhelmed with all the packing to do and the fact that both
Candice and I are excellent procrastinators
-Wanting to set some goals
-Worried about my health
-Wanting to cut out the small amounts of fish and chicken I've been eating and
focus even more on vegetables and grains
-Frightened that I'm not ready for the start of university
-Daunted by how many changes this year is bringing
-Wanting to just call in sick to work but knowing my conscience won't allow me
-Frustrated
-Emotional
-Nervous
-Tired
Historically I don't do very well with change, even when it's things I want.
I know it doesn't make sense.
I've never been one of those people that can brainwash themselves into feeling better.
But I'm going to try with a few of those positive affirmation quotes.
Desperate times, people.
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